I've aways felt like I wasn't going to get married. It changed when I met Jackson I knew I was gonna get married then. But I didn't think to him. and then I find this awesome guy, Treats me like no other. He's awesome.

but after tonight, I've realized again that I'm meant to be alone. Not be married I mean. He broke up with me again today. I just can't take the heart break anymore, I just feel like I should just focus on becoming a model/actress and not on boys. I know i'm young, But a Womens Intution is never wrong. But hopefully this once it is, I want to be with him so badly. But I just don't think i can handle another heart break.

He kept telling me on the phone it was to hard for him. we were never able to see each other. I'm just at a lost for words right now. I'm so upset.

Like I've said before, I've given up on love cuz Loves given up on me. (Part of the Miranda Lambert Song Kerosene)

Aww Manda Im sorry!
You're not destined to be alone, you've just been unlucky in love.. I know this may seem really corny but as they say, there are plenty more fish in the sea, just wait for the right one to come along
I'm here if you need to talk

yeah I could've sworn he was. I've never been this upset over a guy.

Aww Amanda I'm so sorry. :hug: I'm sure you will find the right guy soon enough and you'll forget all about Jackson

This guy made me forget all about Jackson. and Now I don't have him. I dunno it's just weird.

You could always go on Beauty and the Geek to meet a guy!

Ed

hahahaha :lol:

I'll Pass thankyou! LOL

I dunno we are kinda together yet.. I don't know it's very confusing right now. haha