I didn't kneo where to put this. So I've thought abotu it and thought about it. and I decided it's stuff I need to talk about so I'll put it here.

My Boyfriend broke up with me last night, Because He's leave for bootcamp soon for 4 months. I'm so sad by this. It would have been a month in like 5 days. So it's like I don't know why i'm so upset by this. But I realllllly liked him, Like pretty much everything we had in common. Even to our families, They were the same in a way. It was just so werid. and I liked him so much. He said that he didn't want me to get hurt or him to get hurt. he said that if things are still the same when he gets back then we can pick it up were we left off.

after he talked to me about that.. (i couldn't say anything.. I was just to upset) He went to the bar, (he's 22) and Came back home drunk. and Called me. I told him I was talking to Gina (my friend who's living here) and he kept saying "she must think i'm a jerk" (he used another word) I asked why he thinks that and he says "because I....You know" He couldn't say it.

He kept on repeating over and over how much he liked me.

I dunno I'm just still really upset over this. and I know i'm stupid for being this upset over it because it hasn't even been that long. but it's like, I liked him so much.

i dunno I just needed to get this off my chest before I went a did something. And this still didn't even work. :(

I'm sorry manda :( I wish I could be there with u to give u a big hug!

thanks Becc.. I'm really torn up about it. i really liked him

I told my daughter there are plenty of fish in the sea.you are a pretty girl if this doesnt work out you will find somebody else.bluebird

Yeah, Last night he realized that he made a mistake. haha that was his words.

So we are back together again haha