Title: •| all you need is love
Description: josephh<3
Chloe Shadow - July 4, 2008 11:34 PM (GMT)
So maybe karma was getting back at Chloe, she didn't know. She had something to tell Joseph and she knew it wouldn't be easy. Maybe from now on it wouldn't be some subject to joke on, but who knew what would happen. Well, she did say that she would have his kids. Of course she didn't mean right now, but obviously that didn't matter. Though, Chloe thought she was pregnant. I say thought cause the only evidence she really had was that she was a few days late on her 'monthly friend' and there wasn't really any other explanation for it rather than that. What would Joe think when she slowly but surely broke the news to him? She had no clue, which is what she was thinking on all day, even when they had gone out to buy her a new camera for her job. They went back to his apartment and she buried herself into one of his hoodies, a pair of her shorts that were laying around and a big blanket. She had been sick lately and she felt comfortable on the couch just messing around with the new camera she had gotten.
She was laying on the couch for about a half hour, unsure as to where Joseph had disappeared to, but she fell asleep with the camera sitting on her chest, and the blanket wrapped all around her as the TV was on 'Tom and Jerry' from Cartoon Network. She shifted slightly, her camera still sitting on her torso as she laid there. She had a big box of tissues sitting at one end of the couch, and the trashcan at the other which was half full with her used and gross crumpled up tissues. She had no idea how she got so sick but she was glad that she had Joseph to be there and take care of her. Now she just had one more thing for him to take care of her for.
Joseph Cross - July 4, 2008 11:46 PM (GMT)
Joseph was a big believer of karma so maybe Chloe was right and karma was getting the best of them for lying to his mother about their sex life. Well at the moment Joseph was completely oblivious to what was going on in Chloe's mind as well as her stomach. He had just had a nice day with her even though she wasn't feeling that well. He was taking care of her and he had even been nice enough to straighten her hair for her. Even though the whole time he was doing it she was trying to take pictures of him. And they managed to stop by his parents and pick up some bbq that his dad had made. After they came home and chilled on the couch for a while
Joseph had gotten barbeque sauce all over his shirt so he had left in the other room to change clothes. He put on a red and white striped t-shirt and walked back out into the living room where he had left Chloe. He looked at her and smiled " Hey sleepy head" he said . He sat down beside her and kissed her cheek " Are you feeling any better?" he asked her. Yes he was concerned about his sick girlfriend and he'd to all he could to keep her comfortable and feeling better.
Chloe Shadow - July 4, 2008 11:59 PM (GMT)
If it was karma? Then karma definitely was a bitch and that was a phrase that obviously was truthful each and everytime. I mean, who would have thought that anything would have come from the fact that they told just a little lie about their sex life? She wasn't about to tell her that they had sex just about everytime they saw each other and now that they were living together it would only get worse. So far she had been able to keep her cold under control, looking decent when she went out but keeping on a pair of sunglasses to hide the fact that her eyes were too watery to put make up on, and that she kept on sneezing while she tried to put on anything else. She appreciated the fact that he was taking care of her while she wasn't feeling too well, even going as far as to straighten her hair.
She looked up as he came over and sat down next to her and she smiled, scooting over and putting her legs over his and cuddling herself into his side. "Somewhat. I've managed to stop sneezing." she said, looking up at him and smiling. She wished she could kiss him but she didn't want to get him sick either, though if she did she'd be willing to be there to make sure he got better. She picked up the camera sitting beside her and put her glasses on, seeing as her contacts irritated her eyes and she looked at him. "You know, one day I think I'll 'accidentally' take a set of photos of you while in the shower." she laughed quietly, smirking at him but then her stomach turned and she let out a quiet groan. Maybe it was another way for karma to tell her to hurry the fuck up and tell him.
Joseph Cross - July 5, 2008 12:13 AM (GMT)
If it wasn't karma who knows what it was. But Joe had been lying for almost 4 years. Why would it hit them now at all times. Nobody really knew. Joseph wanted to take care of Chloe at best he could. He didn't even really care if he got sick too. He knew that Chloe would take care of him. Not to mention she could cook so she could make him soup and all that shit. He smiled " I'm glad you're feeling a little better babe" he told her. He randomly had a thought " You know even though we had to lie to my mom I think dinner with my parents went pretty well" he said making simple conversation.
Sure Joseph wasn't sick but he also had his glasses on. He had ripped one of his contacts and he didn't have anymore. He'd get them sooner or later though.He looked at her and laugh " Well those pictures better be for your eyes only" he said and laughed. He put his arm around her stroked her head. He sighed when he heard her groan. " Are you okay?" he asked her. He was worried about his baby.HER STOMACH PAIN IS MORNING SICKNESS WE ALL KNOW IT! Joseph looked at her camera. " Well maybe I'll take up photography and take some pictures of you too" he said and laughed.
Chloe Shadow - July 5, 2008 12:20 AM (GMT)
Who knows? Maybe it was the best time for four full years of lying to his mom to come and slap him in the ass. And if it didn't? I would. I mean, what? (: Well duh she would take care of him and cook him soup and all that. Even if Joe couldn't follow a recipe on how to make canned soup on the side of the can, she didn't mind. She liked the fact that he was there and making sure she was feeling okay every so often. She laughed quietly as he said that even though they had to lie to his mom that it went well. "I think so too, even if they have no idea that we pretty much have sex every day." she laughed and her stomach did another flip and she held in the groan that time. She got it, okay, tell him already.
"Noooo. I was hoping that I'd start up my own business on your naked pictures. I'm sure that not only my eyes would enjoy it." she laughed, smiling at him and leaning her head on his shoulder as he put his arm around her. She nodded when he asked if she was okay, "Yeah, my stomach just hurts." She said softly and listened as he kept speaking and she hesitated. "I think if you took up photography you'd forget to take the lens off the camera." she said, laughing uneasily. She let out a soft sigh, figuring she'd might as well get it out now. "I have something to tell you, and it's kind of important and I don't want you to go crazy when I tell you, so be prepared." she said quietly, looking at him and kissing his cheek.
Joseph Cross - July 5, 2008 12:46 AM (GMT)
Joseph never really thought that his lying would get him into something as big as this. Even though at the moment he doesn't know. He would not be spanked by horny raquel either. He was to happy with Chloe. He didn't think anything could be better then what he had with her. He was glad that they had finally gotten back together after so much time. And you know it's not his fault that everything he cooked burned. He had a short attention span you couldn't remind him to check on food or shit like that. " Well maybe we'll cut down on the sex so the lie isn't as big" he said and paused for a moment " Yeah right" he said and laughed.
"Well if you let those pictures out to the public then girls would be all over me and I know you won't like that" he said and laughed. Joseph nodded " Do you want me to rub your stomach?" he asked her. He was still trying to make sure she was comfortable. Joseph laughed "No I wouldn't I'd make beautiful art" he said. He was a little taken back by what she said. What on earth could she have to say to him. He had no idea. He just nodded " Okay babe you can tell me anything" he said simply and nodded.
Chloe Shadow - July 5, 2008 01:05 AM (GMT)
Well obviously he didn't know yet but to think that lying could get you something as bad as what was going on, would make anybody think twice about lying to anybody, for the rest of their life. Especially to your mother or your boyfriend's mother at that. AND YOU KNOW WHAT?! He would get spanked by a horny Raquel. I mean, a very unhorny Raquel. (: Of course Chloe was happy with Joseph, she couldn't think of her life any other way than with him right now. She was happy that after everything that they had finally gotten together. Well technically it is his fault that everything he tried to cook had gotten burnt, seeing as he was the one cooking it and had forgotten. So, maybe someone should just buy him a timer to go off when the food was supposed to be done. She laughed when he said that they'd try to cut down on the sex, "Yeah, right. That'll happen in a million years." she laughed softly.
"Well if any girls are all over you then it just gives me a reason to beat down some hoes." she laughed and then shook her head. "You don't have to rub my stomach, I'll be fine." she said, smiling at him and then she raised an eyebrow when he said that he'd make beautiful art. "What's beautiful to one person is ugly to another." she teased him. She let him sit there quietly after he said that she could tell him anything and she looked down, twirling a loose strand of string that was falling off of her shorts and she looked up at him and bit down on her lip. She hid her head in his chest and sighed, "I KISSED A GIRL AND I LIKED IT, THE TASTE OF HER CHERRY CHAPSTIIICK" No, I'm kidding. "I'm a few days late on my period." she mumbled, not sure if he would have heard her. "I think I'm pregnant." she whispered and dug her head into his chest even more.
Joseph Cross - July 5, 2008 01:22 AM (GMT)
Well you know what now he does know. And this was a very big deal. Pregnant? Sure they had sex a lot but he didn't think it'd lead to being pregnant. They used condoms after all. And no raquel you can't fucking spank him GOSH go spank gabe. Joseph eyes widened as she said the word pregnant. not a little but a lot his eyes were so wide you wouldn't even consider calling him asian. Yes they were that wide. He didn't know what to do or what to say , hell he was shocked. He took a deep breath. "pre...pregnant" he said. He took another breath. He gulped and tried to think of something to say. He wasn't exactly happy about it but he wasn't gonna be like get rid of it or something like that.
Joseph held her a little closer. " Okay this is a very big deal, god how could this happen" he said and brushed his hand through his hair. " Okay I know how it can happen but to us?we're still so young" he said. His eyes widened once more "Fuck , what am I gonna tell my mom" He said well he was somewhat rambling now but so many thoughts were running through head. He didn't know what to say. He bit his lower lip. " Ha...have you taken a test?" he asked her. Just being a few days late didn't mean she was pregnant right? There was always a chance that it was just late and that's it. Joseph sighed "I love you okay and we're gonna get through this" he said.
Chloe Shadow - July 5, 2008 01:31 AM (GMT)
Well who knew, sometimes condoms didn't work and birth control was defective, so there was never a real way to know if it was true. She couldn't remember if there was a time that could explain for this happening, but if there was then wow this would be bad. She couldn't see his expression because she was just trying so hard to hide herself in his chest and not say anything. She shook slightly, she felt so sick to her stomach. She was so worried as to what he was going to say and she was still so nervous. She ran a shaky hand through her hair and closed her eyes, trying to figure out what to do. She had no idea how she was going to tell her mom if it was true, and what the hell would happen if he told his mom. She barely heard him stutter the word 'pregnant' seeing as she was so wrapped up in her own thoughts.
At his question as how it could have happened she looked up at him and shook her head, "I don't know, sex maybe?" she asked, raising an eyebrow. She shook her head, she wasn't serious about that, obviously he knew how it could have happened but she shrugged. "I'm sure it doesn't matter how old we are for me to get pregnant." she said, shaking still as she said the word pregnant and she curled herself up against him and wanted to start crying. "No, I haven't, not yet anyway." she whispered as he asked if she took a pregnancy test. "I love you too." she said quietly but started to bite on her bottom lip, staring down at the floor as she let a few tears fall down her cheeks.
Joseph Cross - July 5, 2008 02:01 AM (GMT)
One way or another things were all fucked up. Chloe and Joe were both so young and Joe really didn't think he was ready to be a dad. And he definitely had no idea how he would tell his parents. Joseph had probably never been so scared in his life. Sure he knew there were girls that got pregnant even younger then what they were but he never expected it to happen to him. He figured he'd be married and out of college by the time a kid came out. Yeah maybe one day years from now he wanted Chloe to have his kids but not now. He wasn't ready for it now. Well one way or another he had to be. He wasn't going to be a deadbeat dad.
He held her close and closed his eyes for a moment. " We need to take a test and set up a doctors appointment" he said. He was trying to be as calm as possible even though he was freaking out on the inside." I wanted you to eventually have my kids but fuck not this soon" he said. He brushed a hand through his hair again " Chloe if you're pregnant we can't do adoption or abortion we made this happen and we're gonna be responsible for our child" he said. He took a deep breath " I'm not gonna lie I'm scared as hell right now and I really don't think I'm ready for this and I don't think you are either , but we're gonna get through this and be the best damn parents that we can be" He told her. He kissed her cheek softly. He put his hand on her stomach and rubbed it a bit. " We can do this" he said.
Chloe Shadow - July 5, 2008 02:43 AM (GMT)
Well obviously things were fucked up. Though nobody could have predicted that any of this would have happened to either of them. She was sure that things would go alright but just right now they were in freak out mode and it would probably stay that way for a day or so. To Chloe it was kind of disappointing that she'd get pregnant at an age like nineteen, seeing as her mom got pregnant around the same age with her and things just went sour for her. Though she was sure that things were just about 20 times different with her mom than it was for her and Joseph. She thought that if anything like this were to happen it wouldn't be until she was maybe out of college, not right now. It was crazy how things happened like they did, but she was relieved to know that he'd be there for her.
"I bought a test yesterday but I just couldn't take it, I was so scared about if it came out positive or not." she whispered and nodded when he said that if she really was pregnant than they couldn't get rid of the baby in any way. She agreed, seeing as she didn't care if this was an accident or anything, she wasn't about to give up her first baby for anything. "I really hope that everything goes okay and that nothing goes wrong." she whispered and looked up at him and kissed his lips, forgetting that she was sick and just wanting to be close to him. She looked down at his hand that was over her stomach and she placed her hand on top of his. "I really hope we can do it."
Joseph Cross - July 5, 2008 03:40 AM (GMT)
Karma had really bitten the both of them in the ass. Maybe this is what they get for lying.Of course he was freaked out now but he was trying to remain calm so he could be there for Chloe. He knew this had to be very hard on her more so then it was on him. Joe did think that they could get through this. He'd always man up as a father and boyfriend and be there for Chloe and the baby. He knew that they could make it together and that this kid will grow up with good parents.Even if he wasn't ready yet Joseph was gonna be the best damn father that he could be to this kid. He knew as long as him and Chloe were together they could get through this.
" Well you should take the test" he said. He kept holding on to her. He knew she was scared and so was he but they had to take that test. Atleast then they'd be sure. Well some tests might lie so you never really know but this seemed like the best thing. " I'm here for you babe I know you're scared but we're going to get through this" he told her. He smiled as she kissed him. He didn't really care that she was sick. If he got sick then so what they had bigger things to worry about. " As long as we're together we can do anything" he told her. He believed that. He knew they could do this even if they weren't ready to be parents they could still do it.
Chloe Shadow - July 5, 2008 05:20 AM (GMT)
Well it didn't really matter now that this had all happened. Lying or not, either way this was just something they couldn't avoid. She wanted to think that maybe out of the two of them she had more weight to carry but then she thought about it and that wasn't exactly fair. She didn't want to have to go through with this but she really had no choice. It was crazy to her how she was only nineteen and she was contemplating how the rest of her life would go now if she did have a baby to take care of and the future dream job that she'd always wanted. For some reason she knew that she could trust Joseph with being there and he really didn't even have to say it, because she could just tell by how he treated her every day.
"I know." she whispered, looking at a bag of her stuff where she had stuffed the pregnancy test yesterday when she really should have taken it then. She knew that pregnancy tests weren't always entirely true and that some were defective but it was the only way she could really know if she was or wasn't pregnant. She smiled as he said that as long as they were together they could do anything. "As long as I have you, everything will be okay." she whispered and wrapped her arms around his neck and hugged him tightly, leaning her head against his. "I might as well take that test." she said, detatching herself from him and rummaging through her bag to find the pregnancy test. "I'll be back." she said, unwrapping the blanket from herself and going into the bathroom. She went in the bathroom, peed on the stick (as weird as that sounds) and sat there for a couple of minutes as she waited for the results. She picked it up and closed her eyes before she looked at it. She promised herself that no matter what it said, she'd try to make the best of it. She opened her eyes and looked at the test and it was positive. She covered her mouth so that Joe wouldn't hear her freaking out and she sat down on the floor against the wall. Sure she didn't want to have a total freak out right there but a pregnancy test just said she was pregnant. I'm sure you'd freak too.
Joseph Cross - July 5, 2008 05:52 AM (GMT)
Joseph was nervous and scared and everything inbetween. He didn't know how to feel. This was something that was so life changing and something he hadn't planned on happening for another 7 years or so. He knew this would change their lives and that he had to start thinking about supporting a family and going to college at the same time. He knew it would be hard but he would do it for his girlfriend and his baby. He would do anything to make sure they were happy and throughout this pregnancy he's going to be there for Chloe.
" I love you so much" he said softly. He watched as she looked through her bag for the test. He was glad she hadn't already taken it. This was such a big deal he wanted to be able to be there for her. He watched as she got up and left to the bathroom. He couldn't sit still. He got up and started pacing. So much was going through his head at the moment and he was dying to know what the test said. He got up and walked into what used to be Nick's room. "I thought I was going to make this into an office but now it looks like it's going to be a nursery" he said to himself.
After a while he got worried about Chloe she had been in the bathroom for a while. He walked over to the door and knocked " Chloe baby, are you okay?" he asked. He took a deep breath and opened the door. He looked down at her on the floor. He sat down beside her. Without saying a work he picked up the pregnancy test and looked at it. He looked at the box to read how he was supposed to know if it was positive or not. He looked back at the test. Positive. He took a deep breath and hugged Chloe. " It's going to be okay, baby" he said softly and kissed her cheek." I can't believe this is happening" he mumbled. This was throwing his whole life off track and he knew it was doing the same for her." We're having a baby" he said more to himself then to her.This was so insane and he couldn't believe it. "We can do this" he said finally.
Chloe Shadow - July 5, 2008 06:23 AM (GMT)
Things like this were never expected and for Chloe she was so confused as to what to expect. She wanted to go through her life and make sure that she made the best of it, especially when it came to a family or something like that. Right now just obviously wasn't the greatest time for her to have a baby, but then again she wouldn't give birth to this child for almost a year. Maybe it was just a sign to be careful and pay attention to everything you did so that something like this didn't happen. Obviously maybe it was just too late for them.
"I love you too." she whispered to him, smiling weakly. She didn't know how he was really reacting to all of this. So far to her, he was taking it well and wasn't in total freak out mode yet, even though she was sure he had come close a few minutes ago. She was sitting on the floor and still had her mouth covered by her hand as she sat there. She heard Joe ask if she was okay but she just couldn't say anything to him. She looked over as he walked in and she just shook her head a little. She put her arms around him and let out a few coughs, her head was killing her and on top of that she was sick. Well that and she had a baby in her. She pressed her head against his shoulder and she sighed. This was just way too insane for her and the fact that now she had to deal with a job, high school, and a child? Was just beginning to set in for her and it was scary. She moved over so she was sitting in front of him and she looked him in the eyes. "We're having a baby, Joseph." She whispered, her hands shaking as she placed them in his lap and she closed her eyes, trying not to cry. Whether or not they were scared tears or upset, she had no idea. "I know I can get through this if I have you." she whispered, holding onto his hand.
Joseph Cross - July 5, 2008 07:11 PM (GMT)
Of course no one ever planned to have a baby this young and Chloe and Joseph were no exception. The whole situation was so unreal and he never would have thought that something like this would happen to them. Well he'd be sure to always use a condom from now on even if it was to late now.They could at least make sure it didn't happen again. Joseph knew he had to change his life plans now. He was already thinking he'd have to postpone school possibly. Hell babies were expensive and he didn't think he could afford school and a kid even if he did have a few scholarships. Well maybe he could do both but it'd be hard. This whole thing would be hard.
He put his arms around her and sighed. What had they gotten themselves into? Neither of them were ready for this. he kept looking at the test again. he couldn't believe this was happening to them. He took her hands in his. he could tell she was holding back tears. " It's okay to cry baby" he said softly. Hell part of him wanted to too but he wouldn't do that. She didn't need to know that he was that freaked up. It was a mixture of confusion , fear , and sadness. He stood up come on let's get out of the bathroom" he said simply. He kept his hand in hers and helped her get up." The only thing we can do is be the best parents we can" he said " I'll take care of you and make sure your pregnancy goes fine" he said and smiled. He kissed her lips softly. "It's gonna be okay I promise" he said looking into her eyes.
Chloe Shadow - July 5, 2008 08:28 PM (GMT)
She just couldn't get out of her mind how one moment they had forgotten to use a condom and there were two instances before when they were drunk out of their minds and had even remembered then to use a condom. Then again, obviously it didn't matter now about that, because it just seemed to be too late for that. She was sure that one time of hot, passionate sex wasn't worth the fact that she could have a baby right now. School was a priority to her now and she knew it was the same to Joseph and she didn't want to ruin his life or something just because they both got kind of reckless one day and didn't bother to worry about what would happen afterwards.
She put her arms around him and squeezed him tightly, glad that she had him to be there for her. She figured that was another great thing about him, no matter what would happen he'd always be there for her. Of course deep down she always knew that, but for him to actually say that he'd be there during something so serious as a pregnancy, made her feel just a little more secure about it all. She stood up slowly, holding onto his hands and she looked up at him, trying not to cry. She didn't need to cry right in front of him like that. "I don't know what to do." she whispered, glancing down then back at him and smiled as he said that he'd take care of her. She kissed him back with a smile on her face and she nodded. "I really hope so." she said quietly, holding his hand with hers, and leaning against him. "I'd never be able to go through something like this without you."
Joseph Cross - July 5, 2008 11:19 PM (GMT)
Yes that one night of passionate sex had been great. Neither of them had really thought about the consequences of their actions and now they were paying for it. He was sure that he'd never have sex with Chloe without a condom ever again. Finishing school , working and taking care of a baby would be hard as hell but as long as they had each other then they could get through this. Joseph didn't see having the baby as ruining his life. He saw it as a new and big obstacle in his life that he would have to over come and be a good father.
Joseph would never walk out on his child no matter what. And he was in love with Chloe and knew he'd never leave her either. He didn't really know what to do either. At that moment there was nothing that they could do. "It's insane for this to be happening but it is" he said.He gave his hand a small squeeze "We'll always have each other" he said he placed his free hand on her stomach." We're going to have a baby but we're gonna be fine" he told her. He knew they could get through it.He walked with her over to the couch and sat back down. There wasn't really anything else that they could do.
"You know this is gonna change our lives forever but it's also going to bring us closer as a couple and family" he said. That was the only bright side of all of this they he could think of. He wanted her to be okay and he wanted to be okay. " We've got 9 months to prepare for this Chloe and we're gonna get this right" he said and nodded.
Chloe Shadow - July 6, 2008 04:10 AM (GMT)
Well obviously the sex was amazing cause they had sex all the time and each and every time that they spent time together. Obviously now they had to pay for the consequences of all that sex but she was sure that after all this they would use condoms. Two at a time maybe. It would probably work out in the end but right now they were freaing the hell out and it was obvious to one another because Chloe was just sitting on the floor of a bathroom and was about to cry and Joe was rambling about twenty minutes ago about just anything. She was happy that he'd be there for her and that she wouldn't have to worry about taking care of a baby by herself and that he'd be a great dad.
She was so in love with Joe and this only confirmed the fact about that, because she cared so much about him and she didn't want his life to get messed up about all of this but she knew that there was nothing she could really do about it now. "I want you to know that no matter what I'll always be here for you and that I love you." She whispered and held onto his hands just a little tighter. She looked at his hand on her stomach and she smiled, walking with him to the couch and sitting on his lap for comfort. She pulled the blanket that was sitting on the couch.
"I really hope so, cause I wouldn't want this to hurt us." She whispered and leaned her forehead against his and kissed him softly, and looked into his eyes. She was sure nothing would be too horrible and that things would work out fine if they just didn't freak out too much. "Well I'm sure we will get it right and that we'll be fine with our baby." She said quietly, putting her arms around his neck and hugging him tightly.
Joseph Cross - July 6, 2008 05:14 AM (GMT)
One thing was for sure since he had started dating Chloe he had spent a lot more money on condoms. He went from one relationship with no sex to one with sex all the time. They couldn't help it though. They both had strong sexual appetites. And so yeah after one mistake it lead to a pregnancy. Joseph was freaking out on the inside but he was trying to stay calm for Chloe. That was the last thing that Chloe needed. He'd have his freak out moment sometime when he was alone and didn't have anyone around him.
Joseph smiled " I know" he said softly. He put his arm around her when she sat in his lap. He was trying to make sense of everything. He knew this wasn't the worst thing that could happen. Hell maybe it was a blessing in disguise and things would go good for them. " I'm always going to be there for you too and I love you so much" he said. He shook his head. " This could never hurt us" he told her. He snuggled up with her under the blanket and started flipping through the channels on tv. He wasn't really looking for anything in particular in fact he was barely paying attention to the television.
" We're gonna have a family and even though it's sooner then we planned it's going to go just fine" he said and smiled. He rubbed her stomach. He looked down at her stomach and started talking to it "Hey little guy or girl , this is your dad talking and I just want you to know that you're gonna have a wonderful life and two loving parents" he said. He didn't really care that at that stage the baby didn't even have ears or any real form. He smiled and kissed Chloe once more." Is there anything you want me to do babe, rub your feet or shoulders or get you something to eat" he said. He wanted Chloe to be as comfortable as possible.
Chloe Shadow - July 7, 2008 12:44 AM (GMT)
Well that was obvious. One day when Chloe was cleaning up Joe's somewhat messy apartment, she found about ten different type of condom wrappers around the floor of his bedroom and she just couldn't believe that there were just that many that they had used. She knew that for some reaosn it had taken them to this point to realize that maybe they had to calm their sexual desires for one another and just calm it down. Of course maybe they should have thought of that before all of this, but now it just wasn't the matter of anything. She knew that at some point and time he'd have his moment to sit there and go 'holy fuck what did i do?' and freak out on his own but right now it would just be awkward for them both to have a breakdown. One at a time.
She put her arms around his neck and placed her head on his shoulder as she looked over at the tv, not really paying much attention to whatever was on. She smiled as he spoke to her and she kissed his neck gently and played with the ends of his hair by twirling some of it with her fingers. She knew it was stupid of her to do but it just kept her mind off of whatever was going on around her or, in her really. "For some reason I'm not as worried as I was ten minutes ago." she whispered, closing her eyes for a second and breathing in slowly. She felt much more calm now that they were just sitting there together.
She looked down at her stomach as he rubbed it and she laughed softly, finding it absolutely adorable that he was talking to her belly. She held her stomach lightly with one hand, just imagining that having a baby with Joe would probably be the only and best way she could ever think of it. She kissed him back and she shook her head at his question. "No, I'm fine for now." she said, kissing him and holding it for a few seconds. "I don't think I could eat with my mind going in so many directions and my stomach going in one direction." she said, shaking at the thought that she had thrown up more than twice that day.
Joseph Cross - July 7, 2008 04:03 AM (GMT)
Yeah Joseph was your average messy boy. He could keep himself clean but rarely kept his house that way.As much as he loved their sex life yeah he did know that they needed to cut down on how much they had it. Then again with a baby in the house that would definitely cut down on their sex. And yeah it was a little late for them to be thinking about cutting down but whatever they were slow learners.Joseph wouldn't bother to let her know how freaked he really was. Hell part of him wanted to curl up in a ball and cry. But he was doing his best to not look at this as a bad thing. Worse could happen and at least it was happening with the girl that he loved.
Joseph smiled as she played in his hair. He was used to her doing it and he had always found it cute. He finally stopped flipping through the channels and stopped it on animal planet. Why he wasn't sure but he stopped there anyway. " Yeah I'm not as scared either" he said and nodded. He wasn't going to sit there and obsess over this. He didn't want to worry her and he wanted her to feel okay no matter how intense this situation really was.
He would never leave Chloe baby or no baby. He loved her and he wouldn't abandon her when she needed him the most." You're not alone in this baby , I love you" he said softly. He cuddled a little closer to her. And looked at the tv. " Things are gonna be fine and we can just sit here tonight and watch tv and go on with our lives" he said wanting to make things as normal as possible.